My Devil On the Bed

Title: Intruders, 2/?
Series: Shikaku - A Sense of Assassins (AU)
Author: ldybastet
Fandom/Pairing: the GazettE - Uruha/Kai
Summary: A string of violent murders seems to be a threat that has to be taken care of. Kai and Uruha end up working together to solve the mystery, but sometimes not everything goes smoothly...
Rating: Overall: Adult/NC-17 (this chapter: G)
Content: AU. Assassins, violence, sex, murder...
Disclaimer: I am in no way affiliated with the GazettE, PSC, or Heresy Inc, and have no knowledge of what is happening in their lives, apart from what is revealed in interviews and on Twitter. This is a work of fiction, and any resemblance to real events or people is purely coincidental. No disrespect is intended and I earn no money from this.
Notes: ~2000 words. A big thank you to my awesome beta-reader misumaru for all help! This is part 8 of the Shikaku - A Sense of Assassins series, and will have several chapters.

Read it here: DW | AO3

Title: Intruders, 1/?
Series: Shikaku - A Sense of Assassins (AU)
Author: ldybastet
Fandom/Pairing: the GazettE - Uruha/Kai
Summary: A string of murders seems to be a threat that has to be taken care of. Kai and Uruha end up working together to solve the mystery, but sometimes not everything goes smoothly...
Rating: Adult/NC-17
Content: AU. Love hotel, light bondage, barebacking...
Disclaimer: I am in no way affiliated with the GazettE or PSC, and have no knowledge of what is happening in their lives, apart from what is revealed in interviews and on Twitter. This is a work of fiction, and any resemblance to real events or people is purely coincidental. No disrespect is intended and I earn no money from this.
Notes: ~3300 words. A big thank you to my awesome beta-reader misumaru for all help! This is part 8 of the Shikaku - A Sense of Assassins series, and will have several chapters.

Read it here: DW | AO3

Sad things happened this weekend and I'm still not entirely okay... I'm going to paste what I wrote at The Avocado forum here, because I don't have the heart to type it up again.

We had to bury our cat yesterday. He died pretty much in my arms Saturday, around lunch time... It all went too fast and I haven't had time to process it entirely.

This lovely black cat came with the house my parents bought 10 years ago, and back then he had never been allowed inside. He was 9 years old then, and the previous owners had barely put out food for him in the winter and never any water. He was afraid, careful, shy, didn't trust people at all, but gradually he came closer and closer to us. He started coming inside, peeping in through the door, convinced by yummy treats and food that he would "steal" from the bowl we'd put out for him. About three years ago, he'd reached the stage where he was carefully sneaking into the living room to lie like a huge black loaf of bread on the rug in front of the fire place and just bask in the company... until anyone moved, at which point he'd get spooked and run out again.

But the last year, he'd taken to me a lot, and even came running to meet me every time I went to my parents' (which for over a year now has been every week, for four days straight) and greet me and try to herd me towards the sofa to sit down and pet him. He loved jumping up onto the back of the sofa where he'd sit for hours and rub his head against the back of mine and demand pettings and scritches, and you had to put your ear against his body to even hear the most quiet purr I've ever heard... He was completely black with just three tiny strands of white fur on his chest, and he had the profile of a panther, so handsome and proud.

Saturday, I was alone in the house, my mum was away, and I had a late morning coffee/breakfast around 11. The dogs got their treats because they love sharing coffee time with their humans, and the kitty was sitting next to me on the sofa. I offered him a piece of cheese from my sandwich, but he didn't want any I figured it was the wrong type of cheese because he was picky about his new-found love for cheese. We finished coffee, the cat jumped off the sofa and the dogs came up to sit on me, as usual. I turned on my laptop to watch a video...

I got 4 minutes into it when mum's little floofy poodle went over to the cat to sniff at him and the cat was calling for me, for help, and I noticed he was lying on his side, eyes wide and glassy and he was panting with his mouth partly open. Of course, I knew it was bad, and I got the dogs out of the room quickly and somehow also put on the kitty's fav music on my laptop, a piece that he'd always loved and always came over to me to just lie and sleep when I played... I sat by him on the floor and stroked his fur gently, talking to him, and he just stopped breathing. For about 20 seconds. Then he started panting again and said this little weird mrrrrffff-sound to me. I told him he didn't have to fight to stay, and he just stopped breathing again, and it was over.

From sitting next to me on the sofa and sniffing at the cheese I offered until his last breath and he was gone, took about 7 minutes. It was so fast, so unexpected. He hadn't been sick, shown no signs of pain, nothing. He just... died.

I'm having trouble working today. I'm still trying to get to grips with this. I miss my furry little friend. I wish I could show you a picture of him but Disqus doesn't want me to upload pics. Another time maybe.

This entry was originally posted at https://ldybastet.dreamwidth.org/688594.html. comments there. You can comment on either site.

Oh man. Working for a production company in show business is really stressful! And it's definitely not all glam and sparkly sequins. It looks like we'll be able to finish the tour (I say "we" even though I'm sitting safely at home working with stuff behind the scenes ;) ) But, once that's done, it seems like the company is done for. This has been a weird winter. It's been uncharacteristically mild, so mild in fact that people have been playing golf, camping, and sailing. It's winter! Buy tickets to a family musical, goddammit, like you used to! Take your kids to see a good show! 20 000 fewer tickets this year. That's a lot of money lost. So, we'll see if I have a job next month. :(

This weekend, I've actually had time to unwind and decompress. It's been marvelous to be able to just sit and stare into nothingness and just let my thoughts wander. I've needed that to process everything that's been happening the last few months. But it's been so much stress, with family situation, with handling the family company, and then my second job.

But now that I've caught up with myself a little bit, I've actually been able to write a little again! I'm feeling very inspired by this latest bunny, and it looks like this particular fic is going to be long. I also have a couple of unfinished things that I should poke at and add words to when I can. We'll see if inspiration strikes in that direction as well.

This entry was originally posted at https://ldybastet.dreamwidth.org/688222.html. comments there. You can comment on either site.

Title: Short-term Solution
Author: ldybastet
Fandom/Pairing: Super Lovers - Haru/Ren
Summary: It bothers Ren that he's still kind of short. Kiyoka thinks she can help him...
Rating: Adult/R for the perceived incest maybe?
Content: Age difference, semi-incest (adopted brothers), technically underage.
Disclaimer: スーパーラヴァーズ is the property of Abe Miyuki, I'm just borrowing the characters to play with them. No people, either real or fictional, were hurt or abused in the writing of this story.
Notes: ~1150 words. No prompt or anything, just wanted to write a cute little thing with them... Big thanks to misumaru for the fast beta! :)

Read it here: DW | AO3

Title: Trespassing
Series: Shikaku - A Sense of Assassins (AU)
Author: ldybastet
Fandom/Pairing: the GazettE - Uruha/Kai
Summary: Kai is trying to find out what those "training camps" Uruha holds for his men are all about. But things go wrong and what should have been a simple spying mission turns into a chase... And ultimately, Kai finds himself in a bit of trouble.
Rating: Adult/NC-17
Content: AU. Violence. Dubious consent, rope bondage, breathplay, bareback, thrill & danger...
Disclaimer: I am in no way affiliated with the GazettE or PSC, and have no knowledge of what is happening in their lives, apart from what is revealed in interviews and on Twitter. This is a work of fiction, and any resemblance to real events or people is purely coincidental. No disrespect is intended and I earn no money from this.
Notes: ~3400 words. Written for the Holiday Season challenge on Season of Kink. My chosen kink prompts for the challenge were ropes, unusual positions, breathplay, rough sex and thrill/danger. Many thanks to misumaru for the encouragement and the beta! This is part 7 in the Shikaku - A Sense of Assassins series.

Read it here: DW | AO3

So, it's time for the traditional "Year of Writing in Review" posts. It's kind of fun and interesting to look back at the year that has gone and see what I have accomplished in terms of porn. I mean, writing. ;)

Month by month:
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By the numbers:
Total stories: 27
Fandoms: 12 - the GazettE, Dadaroma, All Out!!, Togainu no Chi, Kuroko no Basuke, Bleach, Super Lovers, Bungou Stray Dogs, Ringu, Gakuen Heaven, Angelo, Yûkaku, Travelling House of Pleasure
Slash/yaoi: 26
Gen: -
Threesomes: 2
Orgies/gangbangs: 1
Crossovers: 3
Tentacles!: 2
Word count: No idea!

Breakdown by fandom:
the GazettE: 7
All Out!!: 4
Togainu no Chi: 3
Bleach: 3
Dadaroma: 2
Super Lovers: 2
Gakuen Heaven: 2
Kuroko no Basuke: 1
Bungou Stray Dogs: 1
Ringu: 1
Angelo: 1

Other:
Yûkaku, Travelling House of Pleasure: 3


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This entry was originally posted at https://ldybastet.dreamwidth.org/687562.html. comments there. You can comment on either site.

Some things have happened since I last updated you on my crazy boring life.

Having two jobs has been really exhausting so I haven't been that good at keeping up with friends, either on the internets or on Line etc. But it's been good. It still feels weird to actually get paid money for my work, so a few days ago when I got the email with a copy of the payout order for my salary, I may have squeed out loud. ;)

I've also accidentally volunteered/promoted myself onto the sales team. Ooops. Since I started working at the company some... hm. 4 months ago? Something like that. Anyway, since then I've been working on consolidating all the various contact lists that a number of past sales people have been using in their work. Banks, city councils, HR departments all over the country, insurance companies, small companies, big companies, corporations, hotels... But I noticed that the one person they currently have on sales doesn't really work the lists. He doesn't email many contacts, even though he does call a few... So, when I met with the CEO last weekend, I voiced my frustration at seeing all these contacts just sitting there, ignored, while the company sorely needs to sell tickets to the upcoming shows as they tour the country. (It's a musical/entertainment production company.)

So, now I'm on the sales team! I've been emailing a bunch of places with a Christmas offer for their employees, and got a few good reactions. Not everyone's interested, of course, but enough to probably boost sales for those cities. And I'll keep working on a different offer after Christmas, and then a different one after New Years. I'm determined to help them fill those arenas with people! :D

Also, it seems like I have lyme disease, and probably contracted it during the summer of 2018... that was the last time I got a tick bite anyway. It sort of explains why I'm fatigued all the time and it never really gets better... (and also some other weird symptoms) *shakes fist in the general direction of bacteria*

This year, there's been very little response to the seasonofkink Holiday Season challenge, but I guess there are just too many challenges going on this time of year. It's okay though. I've already finished and posted my (first) fill for it. And I think I'll grab a new combination of prompts for another fic. It's the fun part of the Holiday Season, getting to choose whatever kinks that *I* want in my fic! lol

We'll see how much writing I'll get done during the holidays...

Oh right, I also need to buy some paid time for my Dreamwidth account while they have their December offer!

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Title: Sundae Evening
Series: The Second Coming (RKA II)
Author: ldybastet
Fandom/Pairing: the GazettE - Uruha/Ruki (mentioned Uruha/Ruki/Kai)
Summary: For their first actual date, Uruha has planned something special. It gets even more special when he figures out a new way to eat ice-cream...
Rating: Adult/R
Content: Nippleplay, temperature play, food kink, oral sex, polyamory...
Disclaimer: I am in no way affiliated with the GazettE, PSC, or Heresy Inc, and have no knowledge of what is happening in their lives, apart from what is revealed in interviews and on Twitter & Instagram. This is a work of fiction, and any resemblance to real events or people is purely coincidental. No disrespect is intended and I earn no money from this.
Notes: ~2250 words. This is the third part of the sequel to Ruki's Kinky Adventures, but it's not very plot-heavy and can probably be read on its own. If you want to read about how they got together, you can read RKA here. Written for the Season of Kink's Holiday Season Challenge. Many thanks to misumaru for support and beta-reading!

Read it here: DW | AO3

Title: Team Play
Author: ldybastet
Fandom/Pairing: All Out!! - Kirishima twins/Ebumi Masaru
Summary: Ebumi's relaxing but boring stay at an onsen turns a bit more interesting when the Kirishima twins show up.
Rating: Adult/NC-17
Content: Twincest, threesome, spitroasting, hook-up...
Disclaimer: All Out!! is the property of Amase Shiori, and I'm just borrowing her characters to illustrate my imaginary gay stories. No people, either real or fictional, were hurt or exploited in the writing of this story. Not making money from this, it's just for fun.
Notes: ~2150 words. Written for the match prompt on the fan_flashworks community on Dreamwidth. Set at an unspecified time before the Hanazono tournament starts. Beta by the fabulous miss misumaru!

Read it here: DW | AO3